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Aku tinggalkan Intergumentry System kejap.

This is a simple story.

About a broken trust. Two years ago.
Ada sumone yg aku knl. Yang always feel kosong and dia sendiri pun taktau knp dia rasa kosong.
She never trusts anyone and she never let herself to trust.
She somehow afraid to cry sbb, no matter how deep life cut her, she was simply not a kinda girl who would cry.

Reason?
Don’t ask this girl, sebab dia pun tak tahu knp she act dat way.
The most stupid thing this ’someone’ did was, she cut herself.
She replaced the tears she couldn’t drain with the pain she gained.

It was hell stupid! She knew that.

There were options! She knew that.

People who loved her would be disappointed! She knew that.

And no matter what she did to stop the habit, she would still entangle with it! She knew that.

Until one day, when somehow, this someone I know cut herself again and bleeds...
Someone else was there with a plaster. Sit there with her silently.
Without words!

For the very first time, she learned to trust!
Whenever the tears fall, she knew she got someone.
Whenever she couldn’t conquer the pain, she knew she got someone.
Whenever she felt happy and contented, she knew she got someone.
Whenever she bled, she knew she got someone.

But guess what, it was faked!
She cried so hard. She knew she was a fool.
If she knew this thing would end this way, JUST if…
TRUST betrayed her.


“IF U’R BEING HONEST, IT CUTS ME DEEP.
BUT IF U’R PRETENDING, IT CUTS ME DEEPER”


Conclusion cerita aku is:
The broken trust two years ago made a LIAR out of her!

It just a story anyway. No big deal.